She has sung for royalty and the Obamas, but now Ellie just wants to spend time with her family this Christmas
A traditional Christmas at home with her grandmother, mum and sisters is top of Ellie Gouldingâs wish list as the festive season gets under way.
It will be a welcome break for the 25-year-old star who has been working relentlessly since her debut album Lights catapulted her to fame in 2010.
Last year, Ellie provided the live entertainment at Prince William and Kateâs wedding reception, and sang Christmas carols for the Obamas at the White House.
This year, she will enjoy considerably more cheer with her family than during the cash-strapped Christmases of her childhood in Hereford.
âWe never had any money so it was always quite stressful,â Ellie recalls over a cup of herbal tea.
âMy mum never wanted us to go without, so sheâd start buying things for us early in the year.
âI was quite a weird kid because I didnât like getting presents. I donât know why. I just went for books all the time.â
This yearâs family Ch ristmas will be very different to last year, which Ellie spent with her then boyfriend, Sonny Moore aka DJ Skrillex, dressed as Santas and handing out presents in the poor districts of Los Angeles.
âMy family were like, âWhat are you doing?â she recalls.
âBut obviously they were fine when then realised that volunteering was what I wanted to do.â
Christmas will also give Ellie a chance to reflect on a year of consolidation and change.
Her second album Halcyon showed a more nuanced personality, and a bolder, more confident artist than the newcomer who won the Brits Criticsâ Choice award in 2010.
She and Skrillex split in the autumn as the strain of keeping their relationship alive across two continents took its toll.
âIt was just a bit rubbish, really,â she says. âWe were simply living too far away. It was sad because weâre good mates.â
Until her just completed UK tour, Ellie had spent much of the year abroad.
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âPeople ask me when Iâm moving back to the UK,â she smiles, âbut Iâve always lived here, thank you very much.
"I start really missing London when I go away. I have a little flat, but very central. I live above a pub and youâd think itâd be a nightmare, but I like hearing the music and itâs quite comforting.
"They take care of me, take in my post and things like that.â
Settling into city life and a period in therapy has helped Ellie overcome the panic attacks that blighted her initial period in the spotlight.
âI feel Iâve been through that now and Iâm over it,â she says.
âI canât believe I got myself into that situation of panic. At the time it was normal for me to walk into a room, sit next to you and think, âI canât do thisâ.
âAt the time I couldnât even leave my flat. Now if panic hits, you have to sort of be friends with your body. Itâs like your body will actually work against you.
â Ever since Iâve been young Iâve been fascinated by the human body.
"Iâve written songs about it, but you can become quite morbid if you think about it too much â" paranoid and a hypochondriac.â
So how does she view her achievements to date?
âI feel very grateful and lucky for everything Iâve done,â Ellie admits. âBut Iâm still the same girl really. To have done the stuff Iâve done... itâs just incomprehensible.â
New single, Figure 8, is out now.
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